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I couldn’t find any English words that can express what I feel right now, it is was a hell of day, we are not used to high temperature like this, I will go postal if this hot weather went for another two days. In the gulf every single room is air conditioned but here I don’t think so, Thanx god I bought 1 ton Air Conditioner last year, it worths every “kirsh” I paid for, I can’t even leave my room wallah.



Posted: May 9, 2008 in Things I hate

What is taking place in Beirut today is so pathetic, what are those people trying to do. I am not Lebanese, I haven’t been to Lebanon before but I feel like a Lebanese since ages, actually it is not the right time to talk about myself.

Yesterday Mom gave me a call during the office hours, she is not used call me during the day as she knows I am very busy, so when I saw here calling me in the middle of the day I said something bad is taking place, she started asking me if I had the chance to hear the news, I said What? She said “Wala3at” in Lebanon, she was telling me the story as it was taking place in our neighborhood!! Actually it is.

Last night I was zapping between Lebanese satellite channels, New TV, NBN, LBC, Future TV (I believe it is offline now) and Manar, the pictures were so ugly, I remember a child who was passing an alleyway laughing and not recognizing what is happening around him, and suddenly he started to scream and cry when a very loud gunfire sounds started around him.

I know that we see such pictures taking place in Gaza, the West Bank and Iraq on daily basis, but we just don’t want this to happen in more Arab countries. Iraq, Palestine and Lebanon are now trapped into circles of violence that I am not sure how the leaders of the world will be able to fix all that mess.

Hizbollah’s people says that they love Lebanon, Hariri’s people say that they love Lebanon and so and so (I am not even familiar with Lebanese Parties) but I believe that you are all lying, sorry to say that but I can smell how every party of you is supported by an outside power, it is obvious that your supporter’s interest is more important for you than Lebanon and the people of Lebanon.

Let me don’t go deep down into this as I don’t fully understand the situation there and I am not a politician in any way, but I have a small message for all Lebanese leader.

“Please stop all that mess and just try to love Lebanon”

I hate April 2008

Posted: May 6, 2008 in Things I hate

I guess I am back into the mood to function like a normal human being, April was a disaster, you just don’t want to know the tons of tasks assigned to me at the office, actually I swear to god that I started to hate talking, imagine working from 10:00 AM to 09:00 PM everyday and all what you do is talking, planning and discussing ideas ..etc.

I used to tell Mom every single detail happens to me during the day, couple of days ago she entered my room and asked if something is wrong with me, she said that I am not talking to her any more, I said one simple phrase “Mom, I am tired of talking…”

Ok, never mind, the 1 May vacation, Friday and Saturday rescued the situation, sleeping and laying all those three days caused my mind to calm down, and I believe stress reached high level during the past weeks.

During those difficult days I did not realize that I gained so much weight , so I need an action plan to fix the situation so I called Hani and agreed to go walking, Hani was very pleased with the idea so we started at 10:05 and finished almost midnight, I believe we did a hell of a job last night, walking for almost two hours, as a software developer I don’t move so much, so walking for an hour or two on daily basis will save the situation and hopefully can help me to get rid of all the back pain I have these days.

One other step to fix the situation was to go the gym, so I bought my self a one yeas subscription in WORLD CLASS gym, it was not so expensive compared to that place in Abdoun, never mind, that is not an issue, hopefully I will stick to my plan and be able to go there at least three times a week.

While Hani and I were walking in the streets of our clean capital, Hani mentioned that I haven’t written anything on my blog for so long. I said I know, I wasn’t in the mood to write anything during the past couple of weeks, when my mind is busy with work, my personal life just falls down, I believe I should take it easy, you know I am supposed to work from 09 to 06 and that’s it nothing more nothing less, why am I pushing myself hard, I might go crazy, is it because I like my job? Is it because I like to do staff the prefect complete way? Is it the money and all the credit I got when things move forward? I just don’t know.

I have many things to write about in the next coming days, I will prepare my mobile camera and start shooting a lot of things I want to talk about that are taking place in Amman these days.